My Goals for 2016

December was full of fun, laughter, and joy.  I wish I had time to recap all of it for you, but I wanted to share my annual goals with you, and I don’t have time to do both. 🙂

This year, I have 6 goals.

1 – To passionately pursue my marriage–pursuing intimacy and a relationship that is separate from our parenting relationship.  

WHY: My marriage deserves this attention.  I want to experience the joy of a thriving marriage and to share this joy with my husband and our children as well.  This goal involves a lot of “laying down of self” and intentionally choosing to pursue someone else’s needs over my own, which sometimes feels costly in the moment, but I want an amazing marriage–not just a good one.

2 –  To transition well from youth ministry to new ways of serving in summer 2016, keeping in mind that I won’t be “done” with existing mentoring relationships.  

WHY: The girls that I have been loving and serving since they were in 6th grade are graduating and moving onto college.  I have learned (much to my surprise) that youth ministry does not end when the students graduate; instead, you begin doing college ministry.  Right now, I mentor a few girls who have moved on to college and a group of girls who are seniors in high school.

When I started youth ministry, I had a dog and a youth pastor husband.  Now, I have two children with perpetual needs and an associate pastor husband.  It’s become a lot more difficult to do what I really want to do as a mentor.

For this reason, I have spent the last two years focusing on getting “my” girls through their seasons and not on building any new relationships.  This summer, all of “my” girls will be heading off to college, in college, or freshly out of college.

It’s a chance for me to switch gears.

This spring, I want to prayerfully consider what ministry will look like for me moving forward, keeping in mind that I’ll still be doing some long-distance and college-break mentoring.

I want to serve my church and world. I also want to be mindful of the constraints of my existing responsibilities, at the same time that I remember that I serve a God who turns a simple offering of loaves and fishes into food for thousands.

I’ve been thinking about how I could assist a ministry at our church by donating some grant writing services.  I am also open to other new ideas that God may share with me.

3 – Attend Jazzercise 3x week + do other frequent physical activity.  

WHY: The investment of my time into physical activity pays huge dividends for my ability to perform all of my other roles.  I am a better mom and wife and a happier Sarah when I take this time for myself.  I don’t exercise for vanity; I exercise for sanity!

Although in my dream world I would exercise most days of the week, 3x a week is the perfect amount of time for my kiddos to be in the childcare program and still look forward to going, and it will keep me in reasonable shape.

4 – Continue morning devotion time and begin doing devotions with Zoe. 

WHY: I love this time with the Lord and want to continue to grow in His image and gain His wisdom and strength as I seek Him. “What you say flows from what is in your heart” (Luke 6:45) and I want to put good things in my heart. I want to see the cumulative effect of patient study of God’s word.  I want to build Zoe’s awareness of God and His love for her and her ability to have a relationship with Him.  (Mini update: I’ve already started the devotion book with Zoe and she loves it!)

5 – Make $X amount this year, maintain a minimum of 3 income streams, and prayerfully and sacrificially give from my earnings to our friends’ YoungLives ministry.  

WHY: “Change a teen mom and change a baby.”  In 2015, I wound up exceeding my income goal by 11%.  In 2016, I want to continue incrementally growing my business, but I don’t want growth to simply benefit my family.  God is the source of any business that I get and I want to offer what I make back to Him.  Our friends in Washington are looking for support for their YoungLives ministry (Young Life’s ministry for teen moms) and I feel called to take a painful and scary leap of faith to commit to giving up some of the comfort and cushiness of my money habits to help teen moms get the mentoring and support that I benefit from as an adult mom plugged into a great family and church.

I still haven’t decided whether I will give a percentage monthly or quarterly or a one-time gift at the end of the year, but giving an amount that mildly scares me is a goal of mine.  Hold me to it.  🙂

6 – Spend one-on-one time with Zoe each week.  

WHY: Some of my silence on this blog this spring and fall can be attributed to the fact that knowing how to parent one of my children is a perpetual challenge for me (and that actually parenting her is exhausting).    I don’t think it is fair to share much online about my children’s struggles, which is why I have been pretty quiet, but behind the scenes I have been learning how to best support the needs of a child with a temperament that is very different than my own and a set of needs that is more intense than many of my friends’ same-age children seem to have.  We have had some professional evaluation as part of this process and apparently, I am doing everything “right”—it is just exhausting.

I notice that I feel a lot less frustration with her when I spend special time with her—time dedicated solely to studying and appreciating her unique personality and to having fun together.  I want to love and know my child the way she deserves to be loved and known, and I want to enjoy and appreciate her personality—not just patiently endure it.  I feel convinced that one-on-one time together is a critical part of this.  This week, we start an 8-week parent/child gymnastics class that we will attend together—just the two of us.  My goal is to keep some special time each week (whether it’s a class, park date, cookie date, or simply running errands) to invest in our relationship this way.

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Well, I hear some naptime-ending-noises, so I’m going to pop this up without proofreading and hope for the best.  I’d love to hear your goals if you feel like sharing any of them with me!

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8 thoughts on “My Goals for 2016

  1. Friend…”I serve a God who turns a simple offering of loaves and fishes into food for thousands.” You don’t know how much I needed to hear this but it’s so true and so encouraging to me as I take a new leap this new year! 🙂

  2. You inspire me always. I love your goals. I had a wonderful mentor in sixth grade who sort of faded out of my life when she and her husband moved as missionaries to Ireland when I was in eighth grade. She seemed to know I needed that mentor relationship again with college, however, and we began face-timing once a month, for forty minutes, once I moved to school. It was so needed and such a blessing. All that to say I feel the need to say thank you on behalf of “your” girls–the fact that you are dedicating to be there for them, however that looks, will be a tremendous gift to them.

    One of my goals for this year is time with the Lord. I haven’t gotten into a good routine as far as morning quiet times go at school, and if I’m honest haven’t made time to pray for more than a quick request in a while. While I start working on implementing this goal I will be praying for you and your sweet Zoe. I love the gymnastics class idea–time alone with my mom has always been rare, and because of that I both acted out often and learned to cherish the quick grocery-store moments alone. I still cherish them, whatever they look like!! Hugs to all of you!

    • Claire,

      Thank you for your sweet encouragement here and for sharing your story of how your mentor has continued to affect you by coming back into your life. I really appreciated hearing this story; it reminds me of how easy it can be to continue the relationships that God has started for us. Thank you also for the prayers for my relationship with Zoe.

      When I was in school, I did “coffee with Jesus” each morning. I got a coffee maker and toaster in my dorm room so I didn’t need to leave for breakfast, turned on my little reading lamp, and sat at my desk and ate toast with pb&j and drank coffee while I read my Bible and my roommate slept. 🙂 I have no idea if that is practical for you, but it was a great quiet way to start those busy, go-go-go days, and I still have fond memories of that time in my dorm room with Jesus! 🙂

      Sarah

  3. I’ve been trying to catch up on your posts (and trying to write at least 1 of my own!) and I love everything I’m reading! I have to ask – is it Young Life in Bellingham, WA that you’re talking about? Just curious. I have a friend I used to work with who moved there from Tampa a while ago and was involved with Young Life.

    • Hi Anna!! It’s Young “Lives” (which works with teen moms) in Spokane, Washington. The organizations are linked! Young Life is the organization that reaches out to teenagers in general, and Young “Lives” is a spin-off program that focuses on teen moms/babies! Looking forward to YOUR post!! And we need to get together soon!

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