This post is going to be short and simple, but it’s what I have today.
A few weeks ago, I was having a bit of a bummer day. David had left early that morning for a meeting, I was drowning in to-dos, and Riley napped poorly and just wanted to be held. I felt guilty for overlooking Zoe’s needs to tend to Riley, for having a house that was so messy, for having uncompleted tasks all over the house, and for the fact that I was struggling to be joyful and patient through it all.
Why is this so hard? I asked God. Why don’t I have this DOWN by now?
In response, He brought this series of pictures to mind.
Thanksgiving beach trip 2013
Thanksgiving beach trip 2014
Oh. That’s why 🙂 Life is constantly changing, and my goal shouldn’t be mastery of a life stage. (That stage will inevitably change anyway!)
Better goals: seeking the Lord’s presence and will, pursuing contentment and joy, and loving others, myself, and the Lord no matter where I’m at.
So—the girls stagger their naps so that I have no time to myself between the hours of 5:20 am–7:30 pm? (This happens to be today’s scenario). Thank the Lord for the gift of my girls and for the opportunity to serve Him well through loving them, and seek His energy and patience to help me make it through.
Work deadlines that feel out of reach? Seek God’s guidance in how to structure my time, and pray for His help in working efficiently and effectively in the time that I know He will provide.
House is disastrous? Thank God as I clean for the possessions we have, for the house that keeps me warm, for the gift of my health that allows me to bend up and down as I pick up the toys.
Feeling frustrated with myself because this is hard? Remind myself that it IS, but that I can do all things through Him—and that He loves me for me, not for my efforts, outcomes, or the ease with which I do this all. Give myself some grace. (And maybe a latte from time to time…have you seen this “Blank Space” parody video? HILARIOUS).
On that musical note, I’m off to practice what I just preached with 3 foot naptime rebel…wish me luck!